Hes above it all

John 3:31

I come to you today as an irritated man, I come to you today as someone that can’t seem to get a grip on anything in his life. I come to you as a man who’s frustrated with the way this year has went, with the state of my heart.. the state of my mind and the state of his physical body.. Im so angry.. im so hurt.. Im frustrated with how Im not finding joy in anything.. nothing pleases.. im numb to everything.. the amount of times ive thrown things in anger.. said distasteful things about myself and about the God who I serve.. i Come to you today as a man who has only NOT cried one day this entire year.. I come to you as a man that can’t do it alone..I come to you today as a man that has wanted to give up and give in many times.. throw in the towel.. and a man who is just so exhausted, needs and has fully relied on Jesus above it all … im just so angry and hurt… but hes above it all.. he’s the only reason im breathing.. he’s above it alll.. like the sun above in the day and the moon above in the night.. like the soothing water above the streams stones… he’s above it all