As we look at our history, we can give our attention to one of two things: (1) the things that went wrong in the past and wish had gone different, or (2) the ways in which God met us and helped us through the hardships and blessed our work in ministry. We get to choose. I believe the best way forward is to pause at the laments – and if necessary, repent. But then let the focus be on the good and let our mindful lingering be around the faithfulness of God.