Since I started this walk to become a Pastor, I told the Lord, use me as a Tool, however you need and I will not question you. Well not shortly after, maybe a couple days, I had an opportunity when the Lord came to me as I was pumping gas down here at the Casey’s and a women, with a beautiful head wrap, you could tell she was either going through Cancer treatment or something to that effect, well she was pumping gas right next to me and something came over to me to go pray with this lady. Completely overwhelmed, afraid, UNCOMFORTABLE and many other things, I did not end up going over to her to ask to pray with her. I got into the truck with a stunned face and my wife asked me whats wrong. Well I had a strong feeling come over me to go pray with that lady. She told me that I should. Now to add to this story, Megan and I know that if we have the presence of the Lord come over us, whatever it may be, we made a commitment to listen and/or support each other whatever it may be. Well back to praying with the lady pumping gas, I chickened out. Plain and simple. The guilt that came over me as I drove away and for days later was unbearable. I felt like I let down the Lord. That week I came in to have a mentoring session with Shannon and told him the entire story. His advise was the best I could possibly get at that moment. He told me,”Just because you didn’t pray at the moment, does not mean you cant pray for her after or whenever you feel comfortable. And don’t worry about what you are going to say, the Lord will guide you in the moment.” I took that advise to heart and that night while lying in bed, I usually go through my final prayers for the day, I decided to pray specifically for that lady with the beautiful head wrap. At that moment I tell you I felt the presence come over me like I was in that moment again. The weight came off my shoulders and I could feel the Lord letting me know, its OK....ROOKIE!!