Warring against the law of my mind
Fight Club Series Vol II
Warring against the law of my mind
At the start Paul confessed, I do not understand what I do (lit., “what I am producing I do not know”). He was like a little boy whose honest answer to why he did something wrong is, “I don’t know.”
Paul continued to present this quandary he faced: For what I want to do I do not do
What I hate I do (lit., “What I am hating that I am doing,”
This does not mean Paul was avoiding personal responsibility for his actions; he was speaking of the conflict between his desires and the sin within him.
Paul’s experience convinced him that “the Law is good” (v. 16). But he also concluded, I know that nothing good lives in me. Then he hastened to explain that by the phrase “in me” he meant in my sinful nature
This is not literal physical or material flesh, but the principle of sin that expresses itself through one’s mind and body.
“law” (nomos) means principle
This law or principle is the reality of ever-present evil in an individual whenever he wants to do good.
Paul held fast to the fact that, as he said, In my inner being I delight in God’s Law (cf. 7:25). “In my inner being” is literally, “according to the inner man.”
The new nature is called “the law” of the “mind”
because it has the capacity for perceiving and making moral judgments. Further, despite a believer’s identification with Jesus Christ’s death and resurrection and his efforts to have Christ-honoring attitudes and actions, he cannot in his own power resist his indwelling sin nature. In and of himself he repeatedly experiences defeat and frustration.
Paul expressed that frustration in his exclamation, What a wretched man I am! Significantly Paul’s description of himself is part of John’s picture of the church of Laodicea—“wretched”
The apostle then asked, Who will rescue me from this body of death?
Paul’s answer to this question was triumphant and immediate: Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord!