Betrayed (2)
The summary of His hour-long petition, repeated twice, betrays the heart of His struggle: “My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will” (26:39). The “cup” here refers not only to His impending suffering and death, but, as often in the Old Testament to God’s wrath (see Ps. 75:7, 8; Isa. 51:22; Jer. 25:15, 16; Ezek. 23:31–34). Jesus’ agonizing prayer anticipated the rejection by His Father that He would sense most profoundly in Matthew 27:46.
it is also possible to understand the depicted struggle as a time of temptation. His prayer was not a perfunctory one—he had the power to act. In Gethsemane, Jesus was kneeling in prayer alongside the very road his people had always used for escape. Within a few more minutes’ walk, he could crest the hill and disappear into the wilderness. Furthermore, he knew how to survive in the wilderness, having spent forty days there during his period of testing at the outset of his ministry. His mind could have easily flown back to that time, remembering the vast expanse of undulating hills and the ease with which he could elude his accusers. However, his previous temptation experience benefited him in a different way. Rather than using his knowledge and skills to escape, he let the former temptations strengthen his resolve. Jesus had surrendered his fears and desires to the Father before. Therefore, unlike those that came before him on the road that led to exile, he chose to remain.
But though He was committed to His Father’s will, Jesus nevertheless faced the prospect of the cross with fear, loneliness, profound agony in His soul, tears. Up to this point, Jesus seemed to have exerted the sternest self-control in order to mask His anguish; but now, in an enclosed field on the side of Mount Olivet, in a garden called Gethsemane, He confessed to His most intimate disciples, “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death” (26:38). He meant His sorrow was so deep it was almost killing Him, not that He was so sorrowful He wished He were dead. Sadly, the three disciples who might have borne a tiny part of that sorrow for Him by watching in prayer with Him missed their opportunity and soon fell asleep (26:39–45). Jesus prayed on, prostrated by the profundity of His anguish.
Even Peter’s attempt to defend Jesus with a sword (26:51–54; Peter is named in John 18:10) was as pathetic as it was magnificent. His action represented magnificent courage. After hearing repeated warnings about the danger of defection, Peter felt the crucial test had arrived; and he resolved to prove he was as good as his word (26:35).
But his action was no less pathetic. Nothing revealed his complete failure to grasp the fundamental reasons for Jesus to go to the cross than his impetuous grab for his sword. He still believed that Messiah’s kingdom would come with military might and spectacular displays of power against the Romans and against corrupt leaders. Worse, when he was rebuked, his moral courage evaporated so thoroughly that he fled like all the other disciples (26:56), and ended up cursing and blaspheming in a frenzied effort to distance himself from the Man to whom he had pledged undying loyalty (26:69–75). Physical courage he had aplenty; but when that proved useless, he knew no other kind. The most that can be said for him—and it is a great deal—is that when the rooster crowed he remembered Jesus’ prediction, went out, and wept bitterly (26:34, 75).
As the death of Jesus Christ was unique, so also were the agonizing events that led up to it. At the heart of this uniqueness is the fact that Jesus was not a martyr. A martyr believes so strongly in a principle or a cause opposed by the surrounding society that death becomes inevitable. In that sense, the martyr loses control of his or her own destiny. Not so with Jesus! A martyr could never say, “Do you think I cannot call on my Father, and he will at once put at my disposal more than twelve legions of angels?” (26:53). We must conclude that the Lord Jesus went to His death knowing full well that it was His Father’s will that He should perish alone and abandoned as the sacrificial Passover lamb.