God Wants to Deal With the Imposter Inside of Us

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One thing I do. Normally every week I come here and pray. And I want to spend the time before we get in a word. And I wanted you look around you. Look around you. Look up who's is not here to this morning. You know and I want to be spending time and pray for the longest not here. Maybe maybe is a prodigal one one is is walking at a straight right. Now. You've decided to be not only Harvest but in the house of the Lord, right? This is Wanda part 1 the brain to the house, but you know, but I want to spend time to pray for the ones not here. Maybe the one that's getting lost right now man in the pray with me Jesus. But we are at your church father. And we love you Jesus and we want to know your name and your love. Go beyond this room here.

The way I see a few Empty Chairs floor Among Us. Do you know the name of each person or your calling to be here? Be in your house. Lord Jesus I pray you Jesus for your love and grace and wisdom Laura find those people are And Laura and connect them to your body juices for next door to your family or do I prayed right? Now? I know many people in the lyric right now is lost maybe look people right now this mom are crying. Backburner because they don't know what to do in Lord Jesus. You are the answer. Elena pray for us learn want to be constructed every week you Lord Jesus. I pray Lord Jesus for you or power or malvin our our our hand and Arthur Fiedler. He has to go to this place and those family look to find the one that's lost right now and bring you your lights Jesus to them.

Go help us Lord. Jesus to beat your hands and your voice to Elyria to Lorain County Lord. Jesus to Erie County accounting to be glorified with Jesus.

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Who's I mean debating about this topic for a while? I I promise to you I did not want to speak about that. I have another thing prepare for when I'm more thinking more. I feel like the holy spirit is leaving me in this direction. And before I get in that topic. I'm not pointing fingers because before of your pointer finger we have three appointed me right and 5. I normally speak. All things God is talking to me about it. I mean very late.

What is the word convicted afterward and things God is like it's showing me. And sometime is not fun because it's not only convicting good thing. Sometimes he's shown me what I need to change and that's heart changes heart and and I feel like in business. I think this last month and confront me more and more and more and more. And in what I'm sharing this morning. It was I feel like the Holy Spirit speak to me and I think it is part of this is for the church to

So I won't speak about what God wants to deal with imposter inside of us. that's hard, right and

I don't know about you. But when the more I read it the Bible in the morning to speak to me. I cannot believe I'm fighting against the God. I can't believe it. I'm fighting against me. I've been myself the one that hurt me more person. You have everything to do everything. Perfect. But he's he's at his old enemy. You never stab like oh my gosh that guy have so much potential that guy like me. He got everything to ride why he can get his act together to do this. And sometimes we are like this. We are there a way to fight against God's purpose in their life. And that's take a lot of humbleness humble is not worried, right it is that word and all right.

Two weeks ago I passed in the citizenship test. So I have no excuse now.

You know those things though old Lord, Jesus help me and 22. identify those things in you in

and sometimes we are boycotting ourselves now and I I went to speak about boycotting and I went to the Gyptian are to see what we kind of means. We draw from commercial or social relation refuse to buy or hand of goods or or punishment refused to cooperate or participate in

when The Holy Spirit speaking to us. Speak to you he want you to do things. He wants you to touch the nation's or whatever you whatever. You Lorraine County and your neighborhood and one thing we need to do understand. We cannot do this alone. You cannot. I cannot do this in my own.

Guess who was the enemy is a tragedy that word against to us. First of all, he has a mission for you like Mike Empower you here on This Island Lighthouse. Are you the only one? You don't need anybody. So the first thing you do when try to separate you from the body, you know, what happens when we are separate from the body we stink.

We do so power. So better than everybody on this island. Like I'm like separated when you cut that thing you put in the in the corner tomorrow, then we stink and sometimes we like try to show everyone how beautiful we are doing things then all the sudden we if you're not connect to the body of Christ and that's why I don't believe in missions. When is not connect to the bottom price? I received letters and newsletter from missionary all over the world all the time in my emails when I see a mission are doing things in his own not connecting to someone am I it is a problem there. Because when God want to save you when I save your your neighbor, but not too isolated you but you keep you are a family. from the beginning from Genesis 12 revelation Keep want to give us a family and sometimes we are fighting. Fighting against the bottom price. We are fighting against Blake guys, give it to us and fight against the body and the body is not perfect. I'm not perfect. But I'm trying to leave you guys but let me let me come fast something. I'm not perfect. I'm not perfect and I know and of course we need to work this out. But remember what God has given to us. Is given to the world today it is to give them a family. We are a family just like Jesus Children just like Jesus. That's when the father want to know. And sometimes we are fighting we are fighting and the divorce. I want to go through today's today. Is John with my glasses? I lost my glasses are ready.

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and John John 21 There's 15. That's what Jesus he was restate Peter's in the ministry and Peter was a guy. He was very bored, you know and the verse in Matthew 3:16 have this Revelation you declare Jesus was the son of God, you know, he was like it just like yeah Peter right on the money. You got it. You understand and I am the Son of God 10 minutes later. When do the Sally all are you going to die? And it's going to happen to me here like it's not going to happen for you and just look at him like I rebuke in 1621 and how do I stand up for you? I'd be like Jesus look inside. Away from me Satan. Just seeing how crazy this is. In one minute you have this great Revelation and another meaning review not watching. We are trying to stop what God was about to do.

So this is is forever one here.

God can come here and refuse this amazing thing you going to reveal the next war in the world what the day is going to be who's going to be fighting but if you don't continue Humble your heart doesn't continue to seek his face. Got getting going to rebuke you in the next team that the next 10 minutes between we being used by God and we be approved by God. If you see Saul's life, he was a handsome man. He was annoying to be a king. Get everything that he prophesize. Hello everything. Are you know what happened? When did God make the moment to two offers a sacrifice? He least he decide to sacrifice and set it to obey.

God is not looking for someone that can do everything by someone who can follow what he asking to do.

What this word is telling us to do that's the first thing the first way the Holy Spirit speak to us through this. The Bible tell us if the angel from heaven come here in speaking gospel is not this gospel. You can curse him. stasis is the The power in the mouth of God for our lives guy with nice speaking to his church. If not according to his word.

His name end in I understand God's to speak in their sins as access to do crazy things, you know, and I remember Ben 10 Billy Gunn whatever one of those two guys, they asked if it was a baby sick and he whatever dying like, I'm like, this is crazy. I don't know if I can do that. I got then got to do crazy things. Now. You see York been humans.

OKC it was none of those are you at I thought it was a way to remember the word of God is our guide if you really the first word of the scripture is better. She is in the beginning and the last verse in the last word is amen-ra put it together. The two words is is ride the word pain that means the son everything from the creation to the end is a review of the son Jesus Christ. So he is our guide we had to do what he asked us to do invite when we start a list when we start seeking his face. I want you to be ready to be confirmed. And you just don't have this phone is saying is that it was the good things would take me away from your path ruler.

And that's something I'm still working on it on me. How many time is say? Yes, when they're not supposed to say yes.

That's what Marcus told me once when I was helping this person over and over and over of it until I saw that you need to learn to help someone into the point. You're not frustrated them to grout a floor. That's hard. And all in one day and remember I did this tile and all-around let the kitchen was beautiful. And the only thing I ask that person to do was to ground is the only thing man. I'm a month later the grout wasn't same spot and solid what exactly did I threw out it? Cuz I want to I can't cuz I have to do it and it ain't like, you know, I was with milk. Trying to do the right thing.

And that was a lesson for me even today sometime like do that. Perfect because

I we need two, of course to get big-ass hands for a neighbor's but we need to help them to grow to. And when we are we when we are going deep in this world word here. He started speaking to us.

If you eat go in scripture and start reading about Moses, for example. God saved his life. From the gecko like from the beginning. He instead of died in Egypt because they're also asked you all the babies. God bless him in a palace. He was raised in a few to Prince of Egypt not everything right one day. You got this 40 years later. You got this snap God like it's my people. Let's say them and he went there where the Israelite was. The Hebrews and his protector guy and kill Gyptian the q line. The next day he thought he going to be Applause.

And I look at him that Hebrew look at him soundly for you to judge me.

You want to know if you want to kill me like you killed the other guy and he run away from Egypt for 40 years. Deal with something inside of him for 40 years. Neither fear to go back to Egypt. Maybe he was disappointed in your life.

For one time in my life one. I literally I pray to God to to remove one person from our church one time. It was so hard. Was so hard to deal with that person and file or Foursquare Church. And you think I can you send them there or Baptists? I think it was so hard for me to do, you know and God use that guy to deal with me. Maybe you think this is just a a rocket in my shoes is just hurting me actually God is using this talk to you.

And sometimes the Imposter in the situations you because you don't want to understand what the Lord is doing either stand Moses took 40 years doing a child work and I was the first to responsibility. We give to a child back then was to take care of the ship sheep. Remember where David was when is Samuel walking his house? He was he was a young child. He was in the field. So Moses I got was 80 years old already married. Give me a child work until God find him. 40 years to do things in his life

What are you I want to be clear the gods process. Normally is not that fast. Yeah, I know. Sometimes you got to wake me up in the night and I want my Lord Jesus. I'm so tired speak to me right now leaving them and I'll be right. I want to speak to you. And sometimes we are because I think especially our generation will you have everything so fast? Are you wanted if you want to eat yet? I Chinese food. You're not even need to leave your house anymore. Just the word that Uber eat driver bring it to you. Fast is right. Now. I need more and more and more and more we forget. The process of the Lord cuz we want in our way and we start fighting. With God purpose in our life we start what's the word?

I got sorry we we forget the his promise are alive because we are so focused and what we should be doing and I enjoying the ride to be there. I'm going to Cuba with this lady in in the Baptist Church in in below. The church has roots in the pasture. They're in for her whole life. She was praying for Cuba. And but she have cancer, you know in remember the last days. She's still holding. I have those little plastic thing to hold her for his mind straight and she was so sick and then she like now I can not die because God give me promise to go to Cuba and and she forgot she spent her whole life in raising money and help missionary to reach people walk to her room. It's not like I told her you thought she was so how many ways So many ways maybe you're 15 attached there by all your actions are our prayers are offering touch the nation's and that's something I'm so proud of our church here. That's one area. We are talking to Nation here. Maybe we are going if you're not going to physically or money or you are going to the nation the guy if you want to have something happened in Mozambique or whatever tornador happened over there and I hate we need something. I cannot believe what this little church raised and resend it. But sometimes we know guys probably know maybe our potential, you know, what we should be doing, you know, and Carly want to deal with something inside of you and let me tell you something rather. Do something through you? and for you

does he have a mentality of the Kingdom? You're not thinking about. My Kinsmen to hear anything about his whole family his whole surround it and he's going to use you to bless others. So he we need to offer in him or 5 load of bread and fish and give it to him early Lord that is what we have is nothing 1,000 people man was sitting there plus wife and kids and that's what it offered to Jesus.

Jesus like okay. That's why you have that's what I'm going to use and he give you thanks to the Lord and bless if your dad little child that person did not give it to the Lord. Jesus have nothing to multiply.

Or when do we see the situation in Israel or or Ukraine? Like what I can't do offering the roar you have off for the lawyer your prayers he going to use weed understanding We Believe or play did not stop in this room to even conduct. He pour out a river up glory in this room. He is glorious don't get building cannot contain his glory. That's what he used us to pray all over the world for people.

Play the people who understand your purpose. Understand what we have been calling and not be fighting with the Lord words. Hot air going to finish next week if you're almost there.

Hallelujah song John 22 Where is 15 so we see Jesus here correcting Peter many times. So he already came, you know already died in the cross did a lot of work 33 years working with the disciple. He was he came back to life. He did the Miracles of the fish and Peter jump out of the boat and swim to the shore because it's Jesus did do you know all this amazing thing was happening, but God is still have things to do with Peter. Peter experiment so many things I he saw with his own eyes miracles in his saw our savior not only saw that he was walking sitting table. He was receiving all the teaching by the creator of the world in. God is still have to deal with things in his heart and reverse 15 said when they have finished eating just had to Simon Peter and I know is when the series when your mom call you by your full name, right? And he said Simon. Son of John and he like he called he was Saint Peter and I hear you call him the son of Jonah. Sorry. Sorry John only call me by my my phone name is by my my hold my family, too. Do you love me more than these?

Yes, Lord. He said, you know, I love you. Jesus said feed my Lambs. Jesus said again, Jesus said Simon. Son of John do you love me? And he ain't answer. Yes Lord, you know, I love you. Jesus said take care of my sheep. The third time he's he said to him Simon son of John. Do you love me? That's when he got more serious. He repeated the same question. And the first time he asked to hear you, he asked Jesus ask Peter. Do you feel me? You know, it's harm affection and friendship a broadly love and he said I hate you I like I love you. agape

foot three times knowing is serious. When you need to repeat in the question when I really want my kids understand like Emily. To understand what you have to do. So yeah. Yeah. Okay. Look at my eyes deep in my eyes. Can you do this? And that's what three times. Jesus calling him by his full name. His family name for Peter. Do you love me?

And he is the third time that Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him to 30 time. Do you love me? How many times can I do need to speak to us? And I know one thing is I see the church open over by. Falling for this mistake is to speak to me again. I got to go to the nation's again. I'm going to put this in the prison. I got to keep him speaking to me about this ministry. I'm like this only prove to me. You're not listen.

Of course God wants to speak to you in a confirmed word. But he pees continue ask people come to you speak the same thing. Maybe you'll be calling his word to you. Maybe you are not being brave enough to move forward to this a no area. He's asking you to go. So it is exciting with us. Talk to us something to you. You pump understand if the Lord is speaking to you is because you want you to do something about him.

You can be here for another 50 years. You not doing nothing and receiving the same word. What are going to make the difference? Is when you position yourself. When you position yourself so Peter this is it was after. He see Jesus teaching and see Jesus in the cross and now and come back to life in the in the third time God is to have speak in three times for get his his mind Focus sold here in the universe 17 ft. It was heard because Jesus asked him the third time. Do you love me? He said Laura, you know all things you know that I love you in Jesus said feed my sheep ferry to a tell you when you were young you dress yourself. And when where you want by when you are old Hughes, you will stretch out your hands and someone else will dress you and lead you where you do not want to go. He was speaking about how he's going to die, but he is like when you were a child You know someone going to dress you and look at you going to look nice for the other one, but you'll be a time in our life. What are we going to be lad if I someone maybe by God, whatever you going to hold the hand and go but you are fulfilling what he asked you to do. You going to you going to be where he asked you to do? So for me? Jesus is speaking to him three times show me feel kind of like me like maybe sterba had like I don't want to change just the way it is when I grow up we know and use it have to look in his eye and it's been asking the same question 3 times to tell like you need to stop to be a child.

Tigers need to stop to be a child.

And when I need to hear his voice and go where he wants to go, even if you know he was talking about the way he was going to die. It's not easy way. Was not a nice in smooth roadway. Do we pray for everyday? God wasn't invited him for the suffering to preach the gospel. He was you was invited him to be a mock or or throwing the prison or be offended by someone. That's what he was offering to Peter.

But Peter did not stop in life all this is going to ruin my whole life. He was like, okay. It is something greater. about to happen and I want to be part of this. I want if you guys want to use my hands and my feet is available to you. And one thing I want to finish who that is.

We need to to to be my chore I need to be mature and and I feel like sometimes I'm not thinking about you is that you ignore me? I feel like I am.

How many times supposed to work Lord Jesus help me spoiled child? Because I want things in my way when I want to I want to go where I want to go. I want to be a new mission in Hawaii.

And God invited me to do mission in Lorain County.

What's the weather in Panama Beach right now? And sometime we have that Vision in your mind and sometimes we fight against the Lord because we'll make a plan. Invite you and tell the Lord Lord. It is my plan and the Lord is telling us doing my way.

In a solid as you're not a child anymore.

Open your eyes.

Stand as a man. Fulfill my purpose. I'm doing something. So call me helping people here. They're like, but that's what I asked you to do.

Don't you ever feel guilty do something for someone? Maybe God did not ask you to do it.

And that's what we need to refine our ears refine. And I don't have something I better with this every day of my life for the Lord Jesus. I wish you a special when you read a book about someone being received that great revelation will glorify the Lord. Come on. I'm not that dumb. You can come to me and explain to me the way I thought you wanted me to do. I would do it why you have to do a little by little I want to do this way. Can you submit them? Can you send me your life or this process? 40 years took 15 years for David to from the day. He was anointed king the day he start raining in Hebron. 15 years and he was a king there for a 470 years for he go back to Reign Over the whole Israel. So that was 22 years between the Supreme King run away from the one who was he supposed to help? He was playing a battle from Israel and run away from the King.

The process is not easy. For the benefit of the process is it true or no? And then we going to fulfill God's purpose if you resubmit. And I fight against him and then I'm sorry I passed the time but I really feel that Lori was speaking to us. I think to me. and Let's Praise Jesus. Thank you. For your word, thank for your grace. Thanks for your love. But I pray for each mine is ice here in this building. But I pray to Jesus for her eyes to be open in our mind to be with me Jesus use your words speak to us. I pray for a passion for your word help us to eat this world every day until we know you in deeper and deeper. They'll be offered to you or shoulder to walk. Do you want to kill your glory your feet or hands or mouth? We offered to you Jesus. How to use a snowblower use us to use Harvest Christian Church the name of Jesus Amen. I bless you. God bless you.