The Journey to care

My Journey

My journey starts from long ago, I grew up in a church Environment

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Went to church every Sunday and was commited. I lived to my best ability to follow the bible. I really devoted myself to the church.

What that meant - Lost - Confused - Identity

It wasn’t until I went to college where I began to really struggle, I mean struggle, I went from thinking I understood the bible to being completely lost.

What happened when I was lost - confused

Not because of fear or hurt but because I was exposed to the world on my own without accountability.

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When I began to have questions I began to explore, Which most say in college it is okay to explore. What I found when I was exploring is that I began to have a void and that void was my identity.

When I chose to find out who I was; coming from a home that was with a single parent, and no father, and growing up in a faith based home and going to faith based programs, I only believed what they said I was and who they said I was.

Because I was living by this standard I decided I wanted to know who and what I am, So I started trying things that I would hope to help me discover who and what I am. I tried to find identity in Alcohol, Drugs, and even toxic relationships that could really send the question of morally who am I.