The Adventure, Exploring the Struggle

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I drunk.

Is it okay to say that because the Bible says don't be drunk with wine.

Come on, but be filled and the evidence that they knew something happened to your room because they appeared drunk. Did you know that they said that it's not even happy hour yet. And you guys already started slipping? And Peter Rosen said this is what was promised. This is what was promised. I'm telling you something. You got to start praying. You got to start playing recent say this thing in the church, I grew up that you got to push. What means pray until something happens? We don't pray that way we pray God 5 minutes. I'm gone. Come on it say men in this house.

But we got to learn to push some praying and I'm just being I'm pushing this in my efforts pushing my willingness to submit. my willingness to stick to him until I hear until I get an answer from God how many people know that God's always talkin.

He just might not be talking to you.

I'm serious heat. He's probably talking to everyone of us right now, but we've been so pulled into this physical scentual round that we struggle with hearing them. Hey, buddy, we're going somewhere.

Sarah ventures in Odyssey had Mister Whittaker Voice. Come on do something for us. He wants us to get it till then we can be used more effectively and the kingdom. Why do so many lost people cuz the church don't got it yet.

You can tell me about your predestination Theory and I'll tell you that in Psalms. It says the Lord has a book that he wrote about you. And it has you winning an ending up with him. I wonder if that's predestined.

For those he foreknew I knew you before you were even in your mother's womb. He's for those he foreknew he predestined. Come on. Come on, someone's read their Bible.

Someone become sons of God, who is it going to be for new all of us? Name the people that are born to get all of us come on, so that takes that old predestination lie out their water done. Come on. To the reason why there's so many lost because we haven't got ready yet. We haven't got ready for the ride of a lifetime. We're still going at this Christian Life like it's a struggle and have your Bible turn the Romans 7 because this is where half of the church lives at. Let me just be real with you guys. Dirt shirt the church the body of Christ. I'm talkin about here and collectively corporately universally you get me the full body. Not just Mapleview, but all our brothers and sisters. The other problem is that Jesus said there's a show where he's so seed and the soil that receives it or something produced 30 something to do 60. We're just 100. What do you think God's perfect will is the 36-year 100? Did Jesus give 100% so one of these and he says the things I do you'll do.

and also if you believe the Bible says nothing's impossible to him that be Scripture says With God all things are. I wonder if God gave us some mission impossible. Thank you.

You were called to do something impossible to man, but possible with God and very possible for those who are his children and that's what's going to affect things in our lives things you ship things get things moving in. The right direction were called to always be a history maker. Every last one of us. You guys are here today because I want you to shave history with me. I don't know if I can do that history if you break it down. That means his story.

history Chase story But I wonder who's my author and finisher is of my face. I wonder who wrote the book. I wonder if it's a story but I wonder if he wrote me in his story and gave me a part to play. But what happens is. We don't get into position. Come on. We don't stick to the script. Go to the director and we say I would like to do it this way because it's going to be more theatrical. Stick to the script.

Are you just said? Just stick to the script stick to the scriptures.

You got it, huh?

Come on, but every anyway, we're going we're going to anyway.

Paul's writings and he's telling them about the law because everyone thinks the law is bad, but let's go to the origin of Applause. When did the law come from?

Moses just wasn't in the field one day and sand I got a great idea to create a structure in a culture he arrived. If you saw a light bulb it was called The Burning Bush and I believe he had the best idea. So here's Moses hanging out with God got to know him personally for real for you. Someone else told me the same thing this week. That you read the exact same play.

That's awesome. Because people still want to live legalism and religion cuz they weren't following the law came from the spirit do for those of us who like to hear the spirits. Then we're going to take the loss from the spirit Body Soul and Spirit because the word is spirit. We got it. Suppose writing to miss church and he wants them to get it because there's a struggle going on and we all get there we can get it. Let's pick up a 7. I'm excited for you guys excited. We read Papa illuminate our hearts and Ice that we have to rely on you for our healing. in Jesus name So what shall we say about all of this you talking about the law? I am suggesting the lost that The Lost Symbol, of course not in fact, it was the law that gives us clear definition of setting for example, when the law said do not come in. I became the Catalyst to see how wrong it was for me to Crave. What belongs to someone else? Civil law help me see. Where why sending so bad not why I'm so bad. Why send is so bad? and it shows me where it starts at someone. Because then directly goes in opposition to. Doing God gave his law all of a sudden desire to want to have something else. Was Maine known inside of me? That I wanted to go contrary to him.

It was through God's commandment that's 10 was awakened in me and built its base of operation within the sister of every kind of wrong desire for and the absence of the law sin dormant. Before there was a law not to worry about said all you had was this thing called the moral code and then did whatever was writing Every Man's own eyes. So if one man thought was right from them to take your wife. You took your what how do we know? It's true. Well, I wonder if you wonder this guy in the Bible named Abraham and he went to this place called Egypt and he told his wife to tell everyone he's a sister still the king wouldn't take her away from him. Just remember that story. Don't wonder without the lo mein was just doing what was right in their own eyes and whatever they felt. Because it was nothing condemning them.

Pennington I was live without a clear understanding of the law. But when I heard God's Commandments send spring to life and brought with it a death sentence, you know, why because the law made send evident and it was evident that I'm condemned because that's what I thought of myself as a sinner.

Center just means a slave to send I couldn't you right even if I really tried.

Do you understand that? I couldn't even if I would want to do right? We got people in the Bible that gave him he lied to Pharaoh. He lied and then tried to make a baby on his own. And he didn't wait forgot. So you didn't his own strength got mail and got said that ain't the one I wanted to give you an Isaac. I want to give you Joy. I wanted your later years to be better than your years right now. Aren't you ready to receive your Isaac?

The Commandment that was intended to bring life brought me death instead send by means of the commandant built a base of operation within me to overpower me and put me to death. Do you understand you safe in his cancer? And it's a rapid form of cancer. It's not just this little cancer that you know, the doctor can kind of cut out. It's something that will spread and kill you. hidden scripture say cousin produces that Silly sentences rapid thing that wants to overtake me and kill me. That's why Jesus. That's why God took came that. Hey dude, if you do things that are right, then you have no worries, but you need to watch out because send is lurking at the door wanting to overpower you instead of Base inside of you until you produce.

I'm getting messed up. And so what did he do? Send mastered him? And what did he produce?

He was known as the first murderer.

so Then we have to conclude that the problem is not with the law itself. The law. God is wonderful. Bassinet killed us and not commit adultery Sebastian out covet thy neighbor's house nor his wife nor his ass there anything else that isn't their neighbors? Don't cut it. So it's good. I really just want to say the donkey word to be honest.

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it's the commitment are correct. And so did something meant to become death to me. Certainly not public. That's crazy. It was not the law but Cinemax that produce my spiritual Neff the sacred commandment nearly uncovered the evil of send so it could be seen for what it is. That's not the word say that whatsoever exposes darkness is light.

So when it became exposed is because light came into the world.

Jesus said I am the light of the world, but I came to destroy the works of the devil Come Along Came in the Old Testament the light of the world.

to expose The Works of the devil

that's killing you. Eulogies will heal someone he said I came to destroy the works of the devil when Jesus will forgive someone he was coming. I'm doing this to destroy the works of the devil. I'm taking you out of darkness and bring you into The Marvelous Light.

For we know that the law is divinely-inspired pause prophetic word came by the move of man, but man that were moved by inspired by the spirit of God does not the word say that that's where scripture came from. So we know that the law is divinely inspired from. And comes from the spiritual realm but I am a human being made of Flesh and traffic as a slave woman that's strong words right there. Puma traffic is working me. Who's the pimp in the ring? Come on?

It understands Authority and he tracked with me. Anyway, he wanted me to and I got in bed with everything and anything.

I wonder if that's why I needed a kinsman redeemer.

To buy me out about the whole Stock and Barrel.

I think I'm part of God's Private Stock.

Good wine. So are you guys?

Alright a mystery to myself if I want to do what is right, but I end up doing what my moralistic condemned. Oh man. Oh, man. Running events. You guys ready buckling. Genesis 2 good if you got Wasabi sauce

I've been gone to the same thing to the to be ground. He speaks of the earth is Earth. You bring forth to your kind. And so the Earth if it was only just dirt for something all these animals and lions and thank God for sake. Cuz I sure do like that beef. But that's what happened. And we know for a fact that these two type of creatures taste differently. But you're not going to mistake sushi for pork. The only way you do that is to wrap it up in Port then it's really really good. I love bacon sushi.

We know there's a distinguishing that we know that a pig doesn't act like a fish in the fish doesn't act like a pig.

Say something. Like I got a really good idea. I'm going to make I'm going to make something I'm going to get a little bit of this water that's alive and I'm going to get some of this dirt. That's a life. It has a nature to itself because you know animals don't act like humans. Your dog and thank you that you remember that the end of the day really turned out of human, dude. ouch, ouch shooting flower you are and your chat that we kept might be close to him because those things got personality. You said call me sitting around? I want to rub your belly, but I'm going to bite your hand.

Middle of the night there knocking stuff off of stuff. I'll just go on the for the capital city. Like know how do you think?

I don't wonder if they're like teenagers.

Show me see that these creatures have a nature to itself that was written in. the stuff if they were created out of

Is God can do it that way if we want to be scientific? What day is DNA and out of the DNA testing from the Helix then because of that it makes it function as it does.

Giving God takes this water and dirt. He mixes it together any traits man.

Man screws up bad. Curses the ground the fish become Cruces are any one another one another their Natures change? And then when we die, spiritually did God curse the ground and where do we come from?

There comes a nature out of us. That is not divinely inspired, but it's on this flesh. because it's under a

the nature that you're struggling with isn't even yours.

This is why I posted. But I end up doing what my moral instincts condemned. We have a code written inside of us every person whether born again or not. They didn't know right from wrong inside because we have this thing that God created us with called the conscience and it can fix that. It bothers us when we do something bad. right but this animal Instinct thing makes me just want to do what I want to do when I want it now, and if I don't get it anywhere of my temper tantrum a picture of Jim Carrey saying that

If if my behavior is not in line with my desire my conscience still confirmed. Excellent. Like no one's going to disagree the laws wrong. I don't want another man taking my wife and I sure don't want to come to my house to take my shorts. 10 what were those what was on sale five bucks Walmart? And now I realize that it's so it's no longer my true self doing it, but the unwelcome Intruder of sin and my Humanity. Oh my goodness, really a are we on this way to 70218 First really just follow us. I know that nothing good lives within the Flesh of My Fallen Humanity the longing to do what is right are within me, but the willpower is not enough to accomplish. So there goes all those people who like to have will power.

And if your name is well, that's pretty cool man, cuz you can see everyone has me.

And it's not enough to accomplish it have a strong desire to do something good, but still not do it. How many people try to lose weight? I have tenders Twinkies But I know the good that I shouldn't do, but I'm not going to do it because this Twinkie. Godly Man cream filling inside

Come on, how many people know it's true. And so instead you start doing the wrong instead of doing what you really knows right? Like I need to go eat the salad and go to the gym. But that Twinkie looks really good and I really want to play Call of Duty. Don't forget the gym.

My body desires do what is good for my wifey desires to do. What is good are Dash when I do the things I want to avoid never do that you make a goal to try to get there but it seems like everything gets in the way of your goal. No matter what it is. Thanks just happen to come up early in the morning serious. I'm going to meet you here at this time. Yeah. You know and then you go and your alarm clock ring in your leg. I haven't had my coffee yet God. I'm freaking out you're on your phone. I want they text me. Oh, I'm losing track of time you ever do that?

So these things came to hinder you. From the go. Let me tell you anything that keeps you away from following him and walking and deeper intimacy with them is demonic.

We're getting there if my behavior contradicts my desire to do good. I must conclude that. It's not my true identity doing it. See, that's no longer me. Oh, I need a little enthusiasm. Okay. Do we have to do like you member and Jazz classes Jazz fingers, you know, come on.

Okay, I got about 50% of participation to we're not moving until we get this down packed put your hands in the air. jazz hands and shaking

Come on now. Yeah.

Come on. There's no I in team and where is Team guys?

So it's not me anymore. So I must conclude it's not my truck Kennedy, but the unwelcome Intruder of my send hindering me from being Who I Really Am. Do my experience of this principle? I discovered through my spirit of this principle. I discovered that he didn't know what I wanted to do. Good evil is ready, Taj me I love that. It's like super spy talk right but espionage. Since I sent sabotage me throw me off track. Just what I think. I'm actually getting it. How did that get there? Truly deep within my true identity. I love to do what pleases god post talking about quitting to the spirit. He loves to please God we were made to be loved by him and to love him back. Cake tops are true identity even people who dealt with heartburn again. They're always looking for something like I need someone to love. I need to get love you get it. I need to feel better about me. So I'll go to substance abuse and if you're not abusing substance, sometimes people are the substance they abuse.

He tried to fill some void inside of them.

Because it was written in your DNA.

Our Father who is the source of all life

But I just turn another Power operating in my Humanity Waging War against the moral principle of my conscience and bringing me into captivity as a prisoner to the law sent this unwelcome Intruder in my Humanity. What an agonizing situation I meant so who has the power to rescue me? To rescue this miserable man from the unwelcome Intruder of sin and death. Oh come on, and then then at the end he says I did all thanks to God through his mighty power has finally proved a way out to our lord Jesus the anointed one.

So if I left to myself the flesh is aligned with the law sin, but now my renew mine is fixed on and submit it to God's righteous principle. But if so if left to myself the flesh is a line with the law of sin.

Some good Java. It's not the job of why I'm so happy there. Then I got wrecked by. I got to tell you guys about the vision. He said so far left to my own devices. That's what I'm going to do. I'm going to devise this then. Peterbilt really don't want to that's just what I'm going to do.

I need someone a mediator someone. To overpower this Intruder that's in my house. Because I am a temple of the Living God. I'm a living walking breathing House of God. So, where are you? But before I became a house of God, there was an intruder and they got wanted to deal with because God didn't come in the flesh being Jesus to condemn man, but it says that he came to condemn sin and destroy the works of the devil. Who calls Eve the fall? Wasn't Adam fell Eyes Wide Open? Like you should have been playing Creed. I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

I like Creed.

Now that song is that your head is in there. Maybe six feet ain't so far down. Call me now. I thought we were trying to get like one of those singing things going and we just start singing trees that okay?

so what he saying is that if I'm if I was deceived in that deception was a work of the

just enemy BB Intruder all this thing that lets his first habitation because he saw us and he got jealous.

Barely get to be your children. I'm just an angel that stands in front of you reflects your life, but they are the light.

Who are you to go against God? Who is you think that you can go against God and when that's pretty proud? I wonder if Pride goes before the fall. So Lucifer had a fall and then he came and told the evil eye and deceived her into falling and Adam was distraught because his wife is no longer going to be his wife because he sees that something Twisted happen.

And he chooses to follow her instead of the love.

So we needed a mediator. We needed someone to come in the battle for us and fight for us, you know. There's a scripture in John.

1st John 2 and 6 to 16

For all that is in the world the lust of the flesh the Cravings of sensual gratification. Come on, that means those Cravings you get late at night for food, and I'm not talking about the ladies were pregnant. That's different. There's different hormones. They're the reason why I love you, honey. I'm talking about something completely different. And the lust of the eyes breeding longings of the mind and the pride of life insurance and one's own resources and stability.

But you're not going to mess with me. I got I got it. I got a bazooka that you trust me in your weapon and I trusting in the one. But I'm not against guns.

I approve this for the National Gun Association.

Is it okay if we laugh and have fun?

Serving was thinking about a Christmas gift, you know. So it says this one's own resources and stability. These do not come from the father, but from the world itself. But he curse. All the sudden this nature came out in this when we fell and gets his before it wasn't there.

And now we got to deal with that then I'm going to break it down for you simple the lust of the flesh the lust of the eyes and the pride of life. It's simply ours. I feel I need to feel good from the outside going in. I need to really feel if you don't give me what I need to make me feel better. About me for this moment. And after that hit I'm going to need another one in 24 hours.

What does I feel is called the lust of the flesh? I feel he needs to feel good to feel accepted need to feel valued.

Man, I'm going there juice.

Willy Wonka you remember that show I'm not talking about Johnny Depp one. I'm talking about the other one where the girl was sitting and she was a bad egg.

You know, it might get that song If if what's that song with always going to Opera has a commercial called j.g. Wentworth? Turn on voice that just comes out.

But that's all I want. I want I want I want it now and I want that and I want that and you learn never to be content because you always pulling for things out word to make you feel better.

So you don't have to shake a 10-minute when it's in the Bible you like when I don't get that I'm content God until I see the newest thing come out.

Thank you marketing and advertisement.

And that's something that didn't come from God because now you can't rejoice in the things you have but God is not against you improving. He's not against you getting things against the things having you and becoming a craving that you just I need it.

And then finally after you get the I feel and I want this is the cherry on the cake, IO. Did you owe me one of those? I got for hahaha.

Come on.

Did you got that I got that already and then you walk away chest out. peons Come on.

Oh, but the flip side is this the flip side of I own I don't have nothing at all to show God how really good I am. It's the same thing I own. joycelyn, the nothing they were Jason and everything and know was rejoice in it have

At Freddy's songs top of my head play James Brown I Feel Good.

God is so good.

I am so drunk. I am so drunk.

your spirit your spirit has this to the I feel I feel God. I feel God that I feel God one. God still your spirit has a list of your phone. I'll visit scripture. We're going to talk about inside. Your spirit has a life of its own. It's the last of the spirit and the lust of the spirit has a flesh of its own. Heading back plasters his daughters to say I feel God damn ocean, but I feel the presence and it's invisible. You guys don't see it, but I feel it, but I'm getting more drunk up here because of it.

So jolly good right now.

And then you have the next one. It's what you it's when you get to the lust of the flesh the lust of the eyes figure Spirit has eyes.

I wonder if Jesus said you know the eye if your eye is single your whole being is I doing this in real slow motion.

Jesus

You ruin me good.

Okay.

Cuz I'm happy.

Can you move the car? Who I want in the spirit it is what your spiritual eyes, you know, how you have those fleshly once I see it. I want it I crave it. So when you see. And you feel got ten feet over to talk about this. Yes, she'll see when you see dots and the Old Testament every time it said there was no Jewish word for presents. There's no Jewish word for present. I don't mean to spray it I mean There's no Jewish word for it. People shoot right? There's no Jewish word for shewbread. It's not in the dictionary vocabulary don't want Moses when God said to Moses. My presence is going to be with you. There's no Jewish word for presents till the end in the original Hebrew. This is my face.

My face will be with you. Every alter does it mean to shoot it means the author of many faces father son Holy Spirit.

So when you're feeling a presence, I wonder if it's a scripture and we call it present but really it may his face shine upon you.

So what you're sensing is The Shining upon of you from the face of God and when we fill the shining the cup on this we turn and it makes us want to watch and it is not your God.

Are you guys getting this? Are you guys? Okay. All right. All right. I thought you I'll just tell you okay. Okay.

Thank you. Okay. Thank you for being honest. I appreciate honesty. So when it says I want God that's really straightened out before the Jewish people sit with say may the Lord be with you between me and the maze face shine upon you that was being his present. So when you feel the presence as we call it today, it's really your filling The Shining of his face. And that's why we're called you seek his New Testament says we will see him face to

there's no alcohol in this guy.

business coffee

I probably don't even need that. I'm messed up already. I'm finally you moving to but Pride. Are you supposed to have pride and God? Yeah. What's up with you understand the pride of life in this world makes you be like look peons. I'm missing that and...

It makes you hungry because you're like I'm not touching that are you out of your mind? I wasn't even created for that.

Are you guys getting that? Why would I dropped off the table. Don't we have this problem? We still from the Godlike the Samaritan woman who Jesus called the dog and now she only gets trapped and we think that it's so humbling the church. That's humble. That's how I got to be God. Just give me the scraps. Hey. Did, Jesus save the children eat the meat finger banging on the floor for Scratch when you have a whole steak at the table.

You have to start realizing that you were made for something more than what you're giving yourself, too. What year were allowing to invade and intrude you you were never made for?

How do I know this true and I'm not just fine off at the mouth? I love scripture. I do I really love scripture because we got talk to me by the spirit like all this stuff came because the spirit was talking to me because I know the minute I started popping in my head. This is why it says this in here and then wife, is that right there and this is what this is there.

7 years to get that one.

Okay, so it says this are opposed to the Holy Spirit and the degree in the desires and the desires of the spirit are opposed to the flesh the Godless Human Nature. For these are rent a gymnastics to each other. That means fighting boring. That means enemies. Continually with standing and in conflict with each other so that you are not free, but are prevented from doing what?

Keep it together. You were trying to just keep everything together. epic Dubstep sentences

I'm getting messed up right now. So I'm going to try to keep it together as long as I can. What you desire to do? That was Texas back to Romans the good that I would do I don't do but the thing that I don't want to do I do do and that's why I wear diapers.

and this internal turmoil that Paul realizes what does it look like? Play some volunteers. I need I need some volunteers. I got a rope.

So what this actually looks like is my spirit is this rope? My soul's is real. My spirit is broke. Those are all the way here. And cuz no one volunteered. I'm going to pick somebody. Play duck-duck-goose right now. Do you know. Likes to play duck-duck-goose with us? Like someone's going to be the goose and someone's going to start running around. Until someone else becomes a goose and then that person is going to run around until someone else becomes a goose until we're all Goosey.

I wonder if that's part of vandalism. Someone has to be said so people can hear so when I'm sent I'm getting making someone else a goose and then you got two people running around.

Yes. Could you help me? I used to watch the show called Heroes save the Cheerleader Save the World. Is it going to hold a 10K and I'm going to let you pick one person to help you. Go ahead of your choice.

Here feel like you're at the end of your rope.

That was so funny to God.

And so your side represent.

The spirit and I'll be the flesh. So grab a hold.

A rope is called the soul. So your soul.

Prince Charles is in constant tug-of-war between your flesh and your spirit. So what I want you guys to do is cool.

Okay rest. breast so the problem is How can I overcome how did I make their spirits on my way because my flesh and Cardinal nature is too strong. And if I do not get this thing under control. I'm going to end up going into something else. So I need someone on my side now, Kevin.

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You got two of us. Because I didn't get my spirit time to get strong. I started feeding my body more than feeding my spirit. I didn't get in till the word. I don't know the prayer meetings and I don't pray at home. Like I really know I said. But what I do do here goes the diaper again. I don't watch TV. That romanticize confusion. Who? I did I wonder why I'm so confused. And next thing you know, I make an agreement High you want to be my friend. We're friends now and soon out me and you were in agreement that the thing that's bad for me. It's what I really like to thank you. And so then the spirit starts pulling on my soul.

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My Flesh becomes Over and Over Flowers are you okay? Could you grab that and then pull it back you ever felt like someone was taking your your chain? Yanking my chain, dude?

So you getting this weird position and you're a born-again believer? You know what? I'll do, I'll start reading my Bible just a little bit and I'll start getting strong and you will become strong you will. What if you don't take care of this agreement it don't matter how strong you think you did.

That's right, buddy. So then what happens in your soul? Is that you don't start you really sorry, but now you make agreements because you this guy he has Friends by himself one day. Did it start by 1 then 4 then they ain't than 10 ft 100. Hey guys, the party is really great over here. They got all their buddies to have a party. So then because of my agreement with him, he goes and finds for more people.

Oh, yeah.

I'm right here.

So go ahead and hold. hold

oh, yeah. Oh my goodness, and all these things is

And they become personalities of me and my soul expressions of themselves inside of me when the only thing that was ever supposed to express himself in Me Is God because I'm supposed to be a temple of God, but I haven't got rid of all these bad agreements and bad habits that lead to nasty consequences. So then Andrew Represents the Holy Spirit he starts telling your spirit. Okay. We're really going to tap him this time. Do you ready and and they're so is like God. I'm so weary. I don't know how much more of this I can take.

So go ahead and pull as much as you can. You'll never catch me.

It doesn't matter how much got starts yanking on them and trying to get their soul to realize something. This becomes easy work now.

We think it over I can actually let go of my soul and it still does that naturally because something else has took it over.

But no does.

Yes. Yeah, you're right on track. so but the problem is okay. Here we go. Let's go back again cuz we're doing the visual and everything because we got to get this so if we can get this we can start setting people praying. If we don't get this we're going to have problems cuz we're not going to be free ourselves. And this is going to be a voice called the accuser bringing condemnation and you do not want to talk to anyone else about this knowing that you got all these.

I tell you guys about the mission. So anyways, this rope represents the you're so Mom. Could you be my soul? Zombis. Oh man, that is right here. My soul is so so cool by my body. But even if the spirit of God keeps all his words in it. It really doesn't do me any good cuz I'm picking it up.

Even though I know it's a word says his words are life. And men should not live by bread alone. But by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.

You know, the problem comes in there is that my soul. My soul hasn't made a conscious decision yet to choose my spirit over my flesh because I got all these voices 1 2 3 4 5 then you got to me. Just want to know that you may be killed but I'm so embarrassed about it. I don't want to talk to anyone about it, either. How about we just keep this thing under wraps.

Now you don't talk to anyone and when you go to church you look at people and say how you doing good and we smile smile and wave boys smile and wave. And that's what we do. Can we play the game of church?

I never want to get personal information cuz if people really find out how much crap I'm dealing with. I said crap.

Play might not like me because I haven't found my identity in Christ.

So this thing right here, my soul becomes double-minded and on my way then I'm unstable.

And now I got to go to counselors who are going to counsel me from Human Resources. And the way that seems right to a man according to God's word to try to fix me and what they'll do is say, okay listen. 0 k Just let me give you this system so you can function in. Send it to her about your system. You can try to muzzle a dog that wants to bite you in film.

I really messed up. It doesn't matter how much you must be arranging dog desires to buy to still in there that don't bite through that muzzle and trust me. I've been there you'll try this comes out, but you still find yourself secretly sending and not wanting to

I just got to get the next self self-help book.

And you never get free.

Because send doesn't care about your structure. Send doesn't care about your church programs. Send nothing care about your AAA meetings. Or your celebrate recoveries.

Hi, my name is top. I've been drinking today. From the Holy Spirit not feel good. Send.

Something has to change in the problem is this isn't even a center. This is a born-again person.

Bible says there are many voices in the world and none of them were without significant. So finally in your soul, you have a breakdown.

You break down. I can't do this. I'm living a double life. I'm not a double agent. I go to church the preacher preaches. My heart's really hard from people that hurt me cuz some of them from other people. Do unforgiveness.

infection Do I. And when I don't get healed and really Let Jesus deal with that I went by that everybody to the buffet, and I'm the main course.

I know this is going late. I do apologize, but I'm I'm so scared. I'm sorry. But it's him. He's got he's got to do it. So strong, why you going to start hearing truth? You're so has to start hearing truth. And one of those truths are right, you're going to be the first to sit down is that I am fearfully and wonderfully made in love. So now that Spirit of Rejection has to go and meet me and watching show the listen to sad lonely songs. Like I'm so lonely. Oh so lonely, I have to shut that down in the physical because the Bible says I'll never leave or forsake you.

Till I got to go and let me know my spirits like so I'm getting back into it. And you start feeling this by Blink-182 your mouth cuz that's called sound and the world was made by the word a sound. So what happens if they start feeling the Bible she gets her Bible. Jessie Reeves it and it takes her far so she's reading the words and accepting truth and two more of you guys sit down.

Can we start having she started realizing what the word says and truth because truth sets you free. But if this other person called the Holy Spirit be in the spirit of Truth.

Are you guys ready to get convicted and get convicted you guys ready? I'm going to stick a sword in some of you guys you might be mad. You might get upset but it's cuz I love you and because the word is sharper than any two-edged sword. So if I'm not being a good shepherd following the Good Shepherd, then I'm going to leave you all the strength. But I got to stand before my father to answer for each one of you guys.

Do you hear me? Bible says dope man pushin don't desire to be a teacher or Pastor anything cuz man there's just so much more harsher.

How many of you guys are Americans put your hands up? So what's the national language of America?

America's national language is English and everything after that is a secondary language true. This is so true guys. Stand up. So you're American citizen and your national language is English? Aren't you a Heavenly citizen? Do you know the national language it happened?

What's the national language in heaven? I know the currency the currencies face. And it's Faith that's activated by love. But what's the national language in heaven? That's come that brings fat dogs where it is, but there's something else that if we're not communicating effectively because we don't know the language of the culture. Drummer beat someone comes from another country like, okay, I'll just pretend I'm from Africa not hard to do. And I'm going to change my accent. So I sound like I'm really from a part of Africa so what to do and I'm trying to tell you I'm going to say you look nice today. You look like today. You like what are you saying today?

You look nice today.

Show me get this weird communication because I haven't spent time learning the language of the culture and I'm the American Kingdom.

I feel communication is really messed up. You guys ready for the sword now?

There's one language one word in every culture. That is the same. you know that word is Hallelujah, you can say you can say it in Spanish is hallelujah. You can say it in Swahili Hallelujah, Jamaica. Nothing matter is hallelujah. Because that word originated from Father in heaven and it wasn't in confusion.

What's the language of Heaven? It's worse than that we do.

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You can't say that. It's called tongs. It's the spirit praying through you. There's a verse in your Bible not challenged everyone to look it up. It says build yourself up in your Most Holy Faith by praying in. the Holy Ghost the language of Heaven Do you want to know how to build your spirit man up? You start praying in the spirit. Just stop being so so loco because this happened in that happen. So I'm praying so foolishly and selfishly because I don't like when things happen that cares less about your comfort and more about your character.

Be sure to buy your company when it's in a comforter in uncomfortable situations. He's worried about your character. He wants to make you look like him and always an aspect. I'm going to challenge each one of you guys here sitting and hearing my voice. So Daddy knows I did what he asked me to to learn your heavenly language.

So you can start building yourself up in your face. So you stopped making agreements in The Flash and then wondering if I'm making a Bad Doctor like I can never be free. Someone's always going to have something wrong with them. You make an agreement with the life when the Bible tells me. Jesus said I come to set you free. I came to give you life and life abundantly. And you don't live in the abundance of the spirit just don't find yourself living through the car now the other place and we calling Christianity. You may be seated. I'm getting rough now.