Assurance of Salvation
[[Dec. 18, [1722]. This day made the 35th Resolution. The reason why I, in the least, question my interest in God’s love and favor, is
1. Because I cannot speak so fully to my experience of that preparatory work, of which divines speak;
2. I do not remember that I experienced regeneration, exactly in those steps, in which divines say it is generally wrought;
3. I do not feel the Christian graces sensibly enough, particularly faith. I fear they are only such hypocritical outside affections, which wicked men may feel, as well as others. They do not seem to be sufficiently inward, full, sincere, entire and hearty. They do not seem so substantial, and so wrought into my very nature, as I could wish.
4. Because I am sometimes guilty of sins of omission and commission.
