Disciple : Love Transforms

Doing a series called disciple you guys remember it the last one that we did was disciple transformed and transforming but didn't want to talk to you about. Transforming love a lot of times we try to do better. We try to think better. We try to and doing all those things you ever notice how religious you get a ritualistic you've become. You don't even come up with like a 10-step thing to make us better and it never doesn't. It may help in some areas. But how many people know following a ritualistic system or becoming legalistic in your own heart? Does it make you transform? I want to be honest with you. You can be a preacher and you can say all the right things all the Radiology can talk to you guys and on Sunday. I can put on a really good front and on my frustrated.

Come on convinced. This is not if this doesn't become my home life that I'm living a lie.

Play if we're really going to change the world. Then we must be transformed. We must see what we have become according to Colossians. We must see that that I have been because of Jesus and it's always because of his love. Ever wonder why they why people seem to like create this checklist to do to prove to God how much they love him.

But why would you want to prove to God how much you love him? Why not just be loved by God?

Do you understand when you're loved by God, that's what changes you and if he comes natural to love others and becomes natural To Love Yourself. It becomes natural guy. But Jesus gave us a mission. He said go and make disciples. I broke it down. Very simple. I said Jesus said he loved. Spread the love and teach others to love. Be loved by me. Spread the love and then teach them to love. You know, one of the coolest things uses said to his disciples is found in John 13:35. He says this this is how everyone will recognize that you are my disciples when they see you have love for each other.

It sure is not by your Doctrine. Sure is not by what you were raised in. Come on. What about your skin tone?

Come on, what about come on what happens if you like spicy food, and I don't. Now we got really shoes.

I'm going to touch up stuff today. So if you get offended you can always talk to me cuz I love you. Okay, and I'm learning to become a unoffendable. I didn't say it was there I said I'm learning I'm growing in it. What happens if you wear mask and you choose not to wear masks? Cuz that seems to be the dividing line or Nation right now. Are you still going to walk in love towards each other? For each other cuz Jesus didn't say your political stance is how you know, you are my disciples. Jesus didn't say what kind of music you like shows whether you're my disciple. He can't even say how well you were so he said by your love. Don't want to tell you there are seven forms of Love psychologically, but for biblically so I want you guys to fill this in arrows is the first one it's romantic. It's it's sensual tell you guys the second one is Phila. It's friendship Brotherly Love. Jesus looked at Peter Peter. Do you love me like a brother? That's sad, love I love store game store gay love dude. He's saying that's family looks it's a little bit different than friendship. It's deeper than that intimacy with family. And then we have a God face. And I know that you guys heard Agape means unconditional love but I like to look at it with love without conditions.

Like no conditions, that's God love he doesn't love you because you do right things. He loves you because he created you you were created to be loved by God.

I find that most people are receiving of his love is broken how we receive love from God. is broken

I'm going to talk about that a little bit.

Pragma is Royal law of what that means is love that is tested. It is love that has been tested over to Racine older couples been married 50 odd years and they're just staying together and she's finishing his sentences and he's finishing hers and you're like well, even though they start to look similar to each other cuz they live each other so long. I keep telling my wife. She's getting ready to get a natural tan.

So we'll see I'm rubbing off on her.

Fruit cheetah is self-love itself. Love is loving you. Taking time out caring for you with no Jill condemnation, but it also can be selfish love it can also be good or bad it can be.

and finally Luda

when I get to disturb the peace just a little bit but ludus which is a playful or unkind minute love. It's really flirtatious. Do not commit it. It could be because you guys like doing the activity together. It's not really committed. It's just there as long as the activities there. You take the activity away. The love is gone.

Why is it important for us to know these different kinds of love? Because Jesus said they will know you by your love for one another that's broken down into one word of God, and it's also Felix and it moves into store game. Let me explain a God face. It's love without conditions how many people really want friendships?

What you really want people who you can really hang with your cool with you feel like your hair down.

What you're asking for is Brotherly Love. Do you love me like a brother or sibling and when you love like a brother or sit when you move into storge?

What about my wife she look at me and see if you like. So what are you doing what you were talkin? And before we were married I said. I said I'm not looking for a girlfriend. She's like you're not. What are you looking for? Because you know, I just believe in telling you what I want, you know, I mean why run around the bush and date for so long? I might look mad. I want a wife. I'm not looking for a girlfriend. She's like, okay. That's a little blunt direct right? I just realized the most precious thing I have. Besides God is time. And time is a limited resource and I don't want to waste it because I can only get it if God extends it.

So I told her I said I said if I can I said, I'm lucky. I don't date I Court to the U Court. What does that mean? It was for inter when I said Court where we going to the food court in the mall. I'm like, no sweetheart court so that wasn't me. I'm looking for a wife. So you're not looking for a husband that you need to move along because I don't have time for that Luda love. Is here a little there a little and it turns into saluta which is which is self-love for each other and it goes to pry. Pry, but it breaks apart and falls apart, so I don't got time for that. So she looked at me. She's like you're either lying to me or you're saying everything I wanted to hear.

I'm like I was like, well, I'm not lying to you. I told her look I'm looking for a wife. So I'm telling her to do you have a goal in mind here because almost to walk agree together. They can't walk together.

do you understand that sometimes we make agreement with things and people that we have no business agreeing with

but we were down for

what are we willing to lay your life down for him or is he a convenience?

I collected via Christianity. I'm a Christian as long as it's popular. As long as people look at me and I'm okay and they're okay and we're all okay. What happened to Christiana becomes uncomfortable God's going to say you either stand or you don't stand at all?

Are you still going to choose to follow him has your love for God turned into pragma?

Or is in a convenience love.

as long as the political climate permits

I'm not here to get political. I'm here to tell you guys because the early church lived in a day where they couldn't preach the name of Jesus. They got beheaded they got boiled alive. They got thrown off of cliffs. They got fed to wild animals. They watched him in the arena get torn to shreds for sport.

What kind of weather we going to have?

The reason why we're going to talk about this cuz you said it's your love that they'll know that you're my side. Would you want to change the world love the world? love people not the world as in the lust of the world, but love people and not

You want to get transformed by God, you have to experience his love. It's a 2 combo deal here. like we can renew our mind but Renewing Your Mind by knowing a bunch of scriptures without experiencing him through the whole area will not make transform people make you a

It definitely makes for a place that you just keep the Experiencing God. Transform you.

You live by your experiences and not by his word. Jesus said man, do not live by bread alone, but by every experience know everyone. Where is a seat belt right there?

in your life

the word not based on some fruit fruit snacks Frou Frou is what I mean, like we'll do this and do that didn't do the hokey. Pokey turn yourself around and then you can experience God.

But one of the most devastating things is so long as he's awesome experiences with God but their life at home never changes.

You're still the same person. Another devastating think of someone who knows a lot of scripture and knows good Theology and good teaching and they never experienced what they think they know. Notice I said what they think they know. So then they create a life outside of Holy Ghost.

And they live there and they become this bible thumper.

I know this is getting rough in that we're setting sales guys.

Come on, they have no ability to actually love some of the meanest people have degrees in Theology and they don't know how to love.

But I'm not here to Des degrees. I think they're awesome. I like degrees. I like to turn it up a little bit.

You should hit the symbol.

but we have to come to a place where were experiencing the love of God from the word of God that brings transformation to our lives wouldn't be amazing. If the people that are here on Sunday are the same people that are Monday Tuesday and Wednesday. without wavering being tossed back and forth by any waiver Doctrine

Stop being mean. I'm just telling you guys the truth because he wants us to grab hold to his love so we can transform the world out there that desperately in need of love.

Bruce and Mark 12 3231 it says that Jesus was talking to these young ruler. He's like dude. I am like so good. I followed all the Commandments for since I was a young child and Jesus really really so what are they do dancers Jesus? He said these are the Commandments you shall love the Lord your God out of out and with your whole heart and out of there with your whole soul your life and out of and with all your mind with all faculty of thought and more understanding and out in with your strength. This is the first principle commandment. What's the first commandment love God with everything? I'm on Summit up simple love God with everything I got challenged by this dude, who is who who had administered in the 90s named Jack winter? He said if you can enjoy it with God, you shouldn't enjoy it at all. I was like

I felt that in the kidney like Roy Jones did last night.

I forgot watch.

Or in the worst times is when you're at the gym and you're working out and God says they hit you right and yours working out and I'm off. I'm pumping wait. I'm in the gym. So it's like I'm in the gym mode, right and God comes in and I start getting holy laughter while lifting weights. I had to think people think I'm pretty crazy man, cuz I'm laughing. I couldn't stop this is so good, but it hurts.

Finally says in the second is like it.

And this is you shall love your neighbor as yourself. There is no other greater. No other commandment greater than these.

So it's love God with everything the love others like you. Love you.

I realize some of our receivers are broken.

Two more receivers are broken. But how many people actually can say God loves them without being like legalistic or just because it sounds Christian.

p**** hands Ya can't miss this this View. But why why is it so hard to believe God actually loves you.

Look, I believe this is the first thing we need to get if we're ever going to live transform lives and it's not just us living transformed by its us being in power to transform the world that most of us struggle with receiving love and it is proven scientifically that people struggle with receiving love because they did not or may not have a good relationship with Mommy.

I'm going there. So most beautiful. Mommy we're going to talk about God for a little bit because I want you to know something male and female came out of God.

You can tell by their Ministries which one they fall into more like Papa. He's the Father the song from when he sits on the throne they all do but then you got Holy Spirit who psycho nurturer comforter, right? But I'm going to talk to you and dad's name is El Shaddai. Do you know what that name means?

That name means Him With Many breasts. oops to be blunt, please. Don't be offended by that. Send it. Trust me. You can look it up in the Hebrew. It's there.

Because it serves a purpose it serves so you can get milk. And children they learn to trust their mother.

Right after they come out. Listen, dude, I have for children children and all four of them when they came out. The first thing they did was and they're like skin-to-skin because this is B Bonding. So A Mother's Love teaches you to receive love intertrust. It teaches you to receive in teach you to trust and teaches you to be nurtured and loved it creates the same space. Let me tell you my children after they had Mommy and took them a couple Jackson was a couple years before you wanted Daddy. Because Mommy was save mommy was nurturing and you learn to receive Mom's up, but Dad had to work for it. After Jets how older he realize this dude is okay why cuz he gives me juice. I said man. I may not be able to produce milk. But I know with some apple juice.

So you learn to trust me? He learned you burned but for her to learn to receive mom's love mom's nurture. A lot of us. We struggle with receiving because Mommy issues.

Really want to receive love from Papa, but you might even be offended that I said Papa.

A mother we learn to trust but from a dad when it's Father's in the picture. We learned identity. We learn identity who we are because my children came from me. I am their Source material.

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Okay.

So from me my children learn identity, they learn who they are. And if you don't have a dad or you have daddy issues you struggle with your identity. You struggle with knowing who you are or where you came from. What where am I going? Why am I? Why do I? If you have mommy don't even know how to receive love. You. Don't know you don't understand how to receive it.

So what you'll do is it's just things that I call hit you before you hit me.

You reject people, so they'll never reject you. Start lashing out and the root of it is you don't even really receive yourself.

I meant being a young child and I crave my dad's affection.

We have a really good relationship now when I was younger.

I think I would drive him crazy just so I can get anything out of them.

Tell my mom she was awesome. She was there for me a lot. Give me my mom had a bond. But I need my father's affirmation.

So I struggle with who I was.

Mom would comfort me. She always check in on me, but it will not become a teenager shut down. Can the tumbler shut down in life? Note to myself free was when I was high. Send enough to worry about anything. I can let my hair down. I can be made as goofy as I wanted to be serious as I wanted to be.

This is Charlie Creed my father's affection.

Not doing stuff but words of affirmation affirming who I am.

When we don't get that as children. We feel lost.

Play top. Why are you talking about this one? It's a form of love cuz cuz storge. Imma, give you guys resources that you can follow the diving deeper. but it's the family loved the first thing a child learns is How To Love from a family. Do you know that? Like I see I see a male over there with his son. Sit right in his dad's laugh. Does have a care in the world all he's doing is looking down and smoke his dad holds me.

I'm talking about you little buddy.

Lucas dad holds me. I'm okay. I'm safe. To Uncle quit talking about me, okay.

I just sent the security that's there in your father's bosom.

fathers busam The security there this comfort and we don't have that. We don't learn how to live and who we are but we don't have Mommy's love we don't understand how to receive love. So the only thing that we can do is fight against everyone and everything that gets too close to us and then we put up these manipulating things.

not healthy boundaries manipulating boundaries We keep everyone out.

And the root of it is because Mommy didn't receive me. How can I receive me?

Man, I'm typing here.

So we learn not to receive ourselves. We live in a place where we don't even like ourselves. We don't even like looking in the mirror at ourselves. I like to look at the mirror. I told you guys that I got my mommy's eyes just blue ring 2.

Tell my dad doesn't my mom doesn't guess what my grandmother had it to.

I got my mommy hands.

The wrong. My mom said you should have played the piano or something. So Jim, I'll be hitting you up. Or Rick see buddy. A lot of times we don't like ourselves because we did not get that nurture. We didn't get nurtured as a child. So there's this thing where we struggle to receive love. And then we live our lives like a bunch of crazy eggs.

You know, the egg has three parts to it. is today do it is not it's not boil to don't crack it. What does the name? Could you imagine with me for a moment?

I did I bought it last week.

Don't worry, you're safe.

Could you imagine me if this egg didn't like itself? I can't imagine the conversation today would have Right like the shell it'll be like, you know what guys? I need a break. I need a break. I can't tell you everything going on inside of me. Do you know if people only knew how I really felt inside? on your break

but then you got that part in the middle called me called the yellow part and it's sitting here complaining to the yellow birds complaining because it's like Bro, I'm so tired of being your jimmies to. Play go back and forth back and forth nonstop. How would you like to be stuck here in the high cost of phobic anyway?

But if you really think the Yoke has it bad. That clear liquid in the middle. It has it the worse. It has to deal with the yellow yolk and a brown shell and the only thing that clear would you like what is chanting is whites-only?

Army, they got this thing down pack and go to stores and it's whites only.

Yeah, I went there.

piss poor egg is having the time of its life. It hadn't become a chicken yet. Tell me the time of his life. I mean the show sick of itself. The joke is sick of itself and the wife is sick of the yolk in the show.

You know I thought about we made this a human if you like a black person in the on the outside Caucasian in the sole reason and Asian in the spirit.

If you're offended by that you can talk to me.

But we live our lives like that. We lives are we live our lives rejected ourselves just like that. We don't like Red Vines. Ourselves we don't like the clear liquid because we're like, I feel I feel I think I died and then really when it comes to the soul part of us, we don't really listen to that thing shut down.

I'm good.

And we learn to reject ourselves.

Because of things that happened to it, it's not about I love with Jack Frost has thank you Kathy Miller. Jack Frost is amazing thing. He says it's not what your parents. It's what they didn't do you have the best parents in the world and still feel that way because of something you didn't get that what you did again.

Me and my wife we talked about generations and we looked at our grandparents generation. We should our grandparents they grew up in like the depression. You know what I mean? The only thing that they were living from was pulled survival. So all they had was pushing man. We had to survive the war was going on prior. We had to survive. So all we can give their children is how to survive.

What's I Want You To Survive man, we grew up in survival, but they live the life. We live like a king rotten survival mode and we kind of want to live so then our parents they try to live so they're giving your their kids not survival, but how to live how to function

when you get to my generation, right? If we want to make a life.

My parents told us how to live but now my generation wants to make a life. We want we want to grow. We don't want a bill. We want to see things come forth. We just don't want to live want to take it to the next step. Whoever you looked at survival the money to live we realized that people can only give you what they had in those in those days. So each generation gave you all that. They have it was never about your parents not being good enough or any of that. It's always about what you didn't get because what you didn't get as where you're living at and that's what's affecting you.

Do you know God gave us something so beautiful? Forget what I told you guys. The first thing God gave man was not Dominion. I know people like space Dominion. Just don't let it be nevermind. Don't go there.

I'll behave a little.

God said let us Father Son and Holy Spirit make Mankind in our image after our likeness. Let them have complete authority over the fish of the sea the birds of the air the team Beeson over all of the earth and over everything that creeps upon the Earth. So God created man in his own image and the image and likeness of God. He created him male. and female

the first thing that we were given before anything else was the image of God.

My children are in my image. But I got a picture of myself as a baby not look like Jevon but darker but most a little bit.

produce of dreads to but the first thing that man was given was image and it's the biggest thing we struggle with we strive with we don't even like looking in the mirror.

Don't like it.

We spend our lives trying to make them prove ourselves instead of accepting ourselves. Let me say that again. We spend our lives trying to improve ourselves instead of accepting ourselves.

How do you ever expect to love someone the way that you love you if you can't even receive you?

How do you ever expect? I actually think God loves you got to believe he loves you and believe it's here for you. He's here for you. Like Jesus said I'll never leave or forsake you. You know, you also said I love this when he's like everyone who comes to me. I never loved that. I'll never Jesus never turn them away. Everyone who comes to him. He'll never turn them away. You know who turns away we do. Do you know why we turned away because we don't believe we're good enough. We don't like ourselves. So we really don't believe God can like us. We're going to be diving into transforming love disciple Park a lot a lot because this is what's going to shape and change us and shape and change the world out there. But I realize I do not like looking in the mirror.

mirror on the wall

Don't tell anyone.

So who wants to look in the mirror at themselves? Come on little buddy. And a child will lead them.

guys

What do you think about yourself?

Okay. Do you like what you're looking at? Why?

Absolutely. What's your favorite part of you?

Then think about that, huh? So it doesn't bother you. Look at yourself in the mirror. How old are you? Perfect. To you who you're made. Awesome.

Your freckles are cool man, have freckles.

Sweet. What's your name, dude? Jensen

no, Jensen came up here. No problem looking self in the mirror. No regret never more cyst like yeah, cool. Can I get an adult to volunteer?

Who wants to go? Come on up?

Okay, but in the mirror.

What are the first starts going through your head?

Are you self-conscious? Hey, what was really thinking about you right now?

short you make it at 6 with this year I did.

Don't worry. You just coming. What else do you think about you?

Do you like what you see in the mirror?

Can a nervous looking at yourself? Been up here. Okay doing that dude. First thing you said was I still wish I was taller.

Why? like the child children do like

Adults who like the first thing we see is something negative.

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Okay, go ahead Katie's and behold. What is what do you think about you?

What are your thoughts?

Do you like looking in the mirror at yourself? Why?

All right. I want to embarrass you. Go ahead. So you pick up flaws about you. Do you find your flaws before you find good things about you? Haha.

Can go set. Thank you, Megan.

Why is it that when we look in the mirror? The first thing if you're not child like you can't really receive yourself.

You can't really love you. Do you want to We live in a place of what do you think about you versus what God thinks about you.

Who really wants to be vulnerable? I was like, I don't want to be vulnerable. Don't want to Devon.

Put one more person to come up.

Whenever you're ready.

Come on, Andrew.

Not my favorite thing to do in a mirror. I don't know what it is. I think it's really cool. Oh, yes.

I do like okay.

What's the first things going through your mind?

When you look at you.

Why?

a little late

Do you like looking in a mirror yourself?

I don't hate it, but I don't love it.

Do you still you still despise you why?

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Thank you for being honest.

May be seated there.

Most of us in here when we look in the mirror we clean out our faults. So when we go to God we point out our faults.

We don't think I can love us really because when we have a hard time receiving ourselves and our own mirror and looking at us and saying we like what we see.

Come on, I've been there. I've been there a big pimple.

I've been there. How do you get out of that place where you reject yourself?

You have to get out of your own head.

You have to get out of what you think about you and enter into a God thinks about you.

To what? I believe I'm fearfully and wonderfully made or just to modernize it, but I believe God made me awesome.

I look at myself as a dude. You are awesome. I like your little goatee to

Have you ever complimented yourself?

I mean like before you dress up.

Do we want to cover or I look spiffy now? We try to close our shame.

hide it

are you able to look at yourself before you're dressed up maybe in just some sweatpants and a T-shirt and still think that you're lovely. Remember, my wife is in sweatpants and a t-shirt. Really? I'm in sweatpants.

The problem that we have is that we don't we have not realized what God thinks about us or we heard it, but we don't believe it. Ever since we don't believe it we can't receive it. And the reason why is we really don't believe what God thinks what God says about himself.

Do you really think God loves you? Like I realized the number one thing but Believers is that they really don't believe God loves them.

Save me.

You know, I used to people he saved the sorry son of a like me. I'm like

Yeah, you were just like you think I was just junk in the trash file.

There it is. Is it so we live our lives being ratchet? I'm a wreck. I'm still in did we gain that place? I'm so wretched. I'm so horrible. I'm so done it at that. And we go on and on and the nonsense instead of realizing that God doesn't buy junk.

Merced God does not buy junk. You were bought with the high price. But the price of his only begotten son you are not junk. You are not wretched. You're not the musically worm, even though people like the quote that I'm just the worm.

If you're going to be the world I'm going fishing today.

So we don't believe what God says about himself that he actually likes us. Like I want to tell you something with the green hair in the bluish hair.

He loves it. He thinks it's awesome. He likes it when you be created with your hair that he gave you. Listen, he knows every strand of hair on your head and he's like, it's amazing and he's like Jesus. Have you ever saw green? Ikea pretty cool

But you transform you is when you believe God likes you he enjoys spending time with you. He actually made you on purpose. But people have this weird things like like, you know, I don't know it was an accident. Do you guys realize Jesus was born out of wedlock?

Christmas music he was we'll talk about that more at Christmas time.

Yeah, I can't wait till we're going to figure out who's the father.

And finally when we don't learn who God is when we don't believe what he says that we can't look at others, right so we can't love others, right? Because we don't know how to receive others. We received people and we're like, you know what they get on my nerves because they do this and that we have every list against every other person.

You're my he's kind of loud. That's why we don't. Display with Jer Bear. Don't you're too quiet.

You know what? Every time you worship you just back there flowing. I see you. It's cold out to let you know that.

I don't know who you are. Did you just came in on crutches? I don't like the crutches.

But we have every reason and lists against other people why not to receive them and it's a bunch of nonsense.

What would happen if the church became loving but some people don't receive people who are a different political stance. Some people don't receive people if they're a different sexual orientation.

What I look at Jesus and then like mad, dude.

But if you want to freak out. religious people

Play with people who don't know any religion.

I love them for who they are. I promise you. The reason why people get twisted in any area is because they were not love, right?

They weren't loved right?

So we're here to represent. Love two people. Because love is what transforms.

Who wants to look in the mirror?

The goal would be that everyone would take I want you. I like how I look but the evidence of people not running up here shows me that they don't like who they are. I'm not being mean.

Or you're worried about what everyone else is going to think about you look in the mirror at you.

That's silly. I wonder what people are going to think about me. If I look in the mirror at myself believe it's vain to look at them self-hating who they what they look like in trying not to look in the mirror.

Why would God spent so much time knowing you before you were born and looking at you and said I know your days you're going to look at me face to face.

But why would God want to look at someone face to face we didn't intend to look at?

then why would you not want to look at yourself face-to-face because Jesus Lives in You That's why it's Christ in you the hope of glory.

Come here little buddy.

She got nervous halfway up. Don't worry. But we get nerve we get scared of that stuff because we weren't taught to love us. Come on people actually think your parents just tolerated you.

You just feel like you were just there your parents just tolerated to.

I want to tell you. There are no accidents.

There's only miracles. And you were never created as an accident. You were made on purpose God knew you before you ever. Enter the womb of your mother. He knew you from the foundation of the world. He said you are amazing in your work creating. Do you know your very existence is an expression of who God is you carry God differently than anyone else.

So I but we just break off that rejected mind we break off the lies that was told to her since she was a child, but we break off the trauma of those lies that answered her heart that she was an accident and Lord we speak acceptance over her we speak sonship. We speak life and Liberty. We speak hope and Truth.

Come on, sweetie. Come in the front with me.

Turn on route.

Rick would you and your wife come up?

I bet she never has got blessed by her parents.

You guys are parents. Would you extend a mother and a father's blessing to her? Text Jess.

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Lewisville fire fear it's the love of daddy. His passionate love for you.

Yeah.

There's such a sweet love of God for on here. I'm just getting hit left and right.

That you guys may be seated.

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most of us has never received the blessing.

for my parents or grandparents

The restoration we're here to restore things.

So yesterday is the pizza here Craig.

Downstairs, okay. So we're going to do is I want you guys to enjoy Pizza. But if you want a mother and father's blessing, I want you to come up to the front everyone else. I know this isn't normal. You can eat pizza if you like you guys can come back up.

But would dismiss but we're going to extend blessings. Is that cool with you guys? So go ahead and enjoy pizza. But if you're struggling with your mother and father if you said I never received that and I'm hurt I'm wounded there. We want to extend it to you.

Maybe yours is the lack of knowing who you are.

Not feeling worthy or worth it.

So if that's you I want you to come to the front.

Can Maryam ask you to be parents if you're willing? Randy and Lorraine and asked you to be parents.

Is there anyone else that says look I never got blessed for my parents. What a bless you. Maybe just struggling in that area accepting you and want to bless you.