Faith in Testing
8 We do not want you to be uninformed, brothers and sisters, about the troubles we experienced in the province of Asia. We were under great pressure, far beyond our ability to endure, so that we despaired of life itself.
We cannot be sure what hardships Paul had in mind, but we know he endured: riots, vicious attacks, imprisonment, and physical illness. The problems had been so great that Paul had despaired even of life, losing hope that he would survive. In his discouragement, he had felt the sentence of death in his heart, almost succumbing to defeat.
We find many signs in Paul’s correspondence with the Corinthians that some in the church deplored all his suffering and belittled his ministerial power because of them. They regarded all this affliction to be unseemly and an embarrassment to their interpretation of the gospel’s power, which was supposed to lift one above all deadly perils to a higher spiritual plane. Some questioned how God’s power could result in such abundant frailty