We put so many of our troubles onGod or the Devil. We are seeking someone beyond ourselves to whom we can attribute blame for a particular action or wrong doing in our lives.
This woman though gavest me... it was the serpent. Sometimes we have to accept blame for ourselves because it is only when you accept the role you play that you can become all that God intended for you to be.
Possibly using weeping may endure. It doesnt have to endure because you can prise God even in the gray area. Can you praise God in the gray area. When you are not sure whether it is day or night in your life. When you cannot see if the sun is rising or setting. Can you still give God praise.