Psalm 139:13-16
139:13–16 You Even Saw and Loved Me before I Was Born. These verses illustrate the point of vv. 11–12 (the section begins with for, showing the connection to the previous) by describing a particular “dark place” where the Lord saw and cared for the singer, namely, his mother’s womb. God was active as the unformed substance (embryo) grew and developed; indeed he is the one who formed my inward parts and knitted me together. God saw him, and even had written in his book, every one of … the days that were formed for me. The worshiper realizes that, even before his mother knew she was pregnant, the Lord was already showing his care for him. His personal life began in the womb (see note on 51:5), and God had already laid out its course.
Both Psalms 22 and 139 confess God’s presence with the psalmist from the very beginning of existence.
The Hebrew simply reads, “for I am fearfully wonderful.” The emphasis in Psalm 139 is not simply on the quality of the workmanship (“fearfully and wonderfully made”), but instead on the mystery of human creation itself. The psalmist acknowledges that human creation, from its beginning, is a mystery and a wonder known only to God.
I am fearfully and wonderfully made. In Psalm 139:14 the psalmist describes his own creation using two words frequently employed in reference to God’s great acts in Israel’s history. In other psalms these terms appear in parallel when discussing events associated with God’s deliverance of Israel (cf. Pss 45:5; 65:6; 106:22). Thus, the birth of a human is described in terms reminiscent of the birth of the nation, with both being awe inspiring.
139:16 my embryo The Hebrew word used here, golem, refers to a formless mass or incomplete vessel and is sometimes thought to indicate an embryo or fetus.
Because God has known us, fully known us, we can trust in him when the world goes awry and seems to be in open rebellion against his ways (vv. 19–22). And because God has known us, fully known us, we should be compelled to ask God to search us to see whether there is any offensive way in us (vv. 23–24). By living in the tension between comfort and fear, we acknowledge anew the presence of God; we acknowledge anew our desire to walk in “the way everlasting.”