Your purpose can never be fulfilled thru your person. Your purpose is so much bigger than your person, that your person can ever envision your purpose, therefore you can never se your purpose thru the eyes of your person. Your person is not going to die until it’s appointment ( Heb 9:27). After that it’s to late to work on your purpose. Therefore you have to die to your person in order to fulfill your purpose in order to get ready for that appointment.