To Condemn, or not...?
Many people agree that Judas's betrayal was tragic... even horrible... but could we be seeing it wrongly? Could the failure not have been Judas's, but the Church's? His story is tragic... He lost his way... He was overcome by "greed" and the search for worldly comfort and praise... But could he also have been hoping to maneuver Jesus into fulfilling his idea of the Kingdom... into proving Himself the Messiah? Judas's story is the tragic story of -- not one person's failure -- but the failure of the Church to extend forgiveness and hope.
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Judas was once again labeled as the one who had betrayed him. Judas learned of the verdict (that Jesus was condemned) and possibly watched as Jesus was led away to Pilate. This caused him to feel remorse. This did not necessarily mean that Judas came to a saving faith in the Messiah, but it certainly indicated that he wished he had not betrayed him. It also implied deep emotional distress. At the very least he realized he had been instrumental in the death of an innocent man. This was too much for Judas to bear. Messiah or not, this man had been his friend and teacher.
Because of his remorse, Judas carried out the two final actions of his life. The Sanhedrin had just sent Jesus off to Pilate, accompanied by a select contingency from their number. Others went to the temple to carry out their duties on this Passover day. There Judas met them and attempted to return the thirty silver coins to the chief priests and the elders. He confessed to them, I have sinned … for I have betrayed innocent blood. Judas’s adjective, “innocent,” is found elsewhere in the New Testament only in Pilate’s claim of innocence in regards to Jesus’ blood (27:24).
That story of temporary failure under stress ended with Peter’s tears of repentance, and his restoration is later implied. But Judas, by contrast, had taken a clear decision against Jesus, and his remorse when he realized his mistake led not to true repentance but to despair and suicide.
Judas’ response was one of remorse and regret. The Greek word translated “repented himself” in Matthew 27:3 indicates, not a sorrow for sin that leads to a change of mind and action, but a regret at being caught, a remorse that leads to despair. Peter truly repented, and Jesus restored him. But Judas did not repent, and this led him to suicide.